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Dear Band, What do you guys really intend to do? Are you gonna continue on like this? Are you contented with your life in band? Do you think we sound really good? Are you even doing anything about it? Attitude. You guys have no heart. You guys lost it amongst the scores that you guys dumped in your shelves. Where is the motivation? Concert is in 2weeks. How....? I know you people don't care. yes. But do you know how much am I putting into this. I've never thought i could play a 26 paged solo . Ever. But I just did. I've never thought i could play a euphonium to such a "standard" in just barely a month. I've never thought i could quit my job and come self pract?! i must be crazy rite? but yea, let me get this straight. I've quit my job. I've not enough money for my poly expenses. I've done my work. I've come for self practice. I've completed MORE than 100min HA! HA! HA! I've take the buses down to school despite the rates on poly students. I've put in effort to make sure I look good on the actual day. I've practiced my solo, even though it's not the best yet but im still trying. I've single handedly sold more tickets than ALL the sec1s did by far. I've no idea why ppl can't do likewise. (you guys really want to perform in an empty hall??! OH CMON!) Guys, people call me a freak. They tell me I'm wasting my time. They tell me I'm stupid. And you guys still joke all the time. Thanks for all who cared. and those people i mentioned in my previous post. Sorry. I'm just stating facts. If it really offends you I am truly sorry but that's how i feel.
I'll play for you.
Concert's in 2 weeks plus plus.. and I think the band is rather screwed. No way I'm letting the concert die out like practice room. I think I should really stop working and go back to help out.. well, should I?
I'll play for you.
I'm really bored now. Currently it's 5.17pm on the 15th of Jan 2010, friday. Hmm, there's no one in the Fila Ion right now so I'm reallyfree to blog. LOL. The sales figure by far is $440, not a soul right now though.. AND ITS FRIDAY!! FINALLY. REST DAY TOMORROW. JAE AND JPSAE TODAY, ALL THE BEST FOR ME~! Music FTW!
I'll play for you.
Yea. 14 and 11 pt minus cca would be 12 and 9. Amazing. I just can't belief my results. Since now I'm all out for Sp, gotta work already. And I feel dam shitty after 3-4 days of it. Btw, Its PAYDAY TODAY!! finally siaz. -.-
I'll play for you.
The day has finally arrived. after so much waiting. HAHA. i feel so screwed up . . . . Who knows what I will do tomorrow after 2pm.=.=
I'll play for you.
Busy Busy Busy Now I'm like busy over so many things-.- Results coming . work to bother . rhap to practice . then im joining some song writing competition *hope can earn some cash haha ahhhh, so busy..
I'll play for you.
Yea. New Years Day. I'm cooped up at home. Awesome. Ah well. At least I'm done with 9 songs and there's only 1 left(: haha. Busy talking to this new friend of mine. So lame yet so fun. Right? LOL Eyelids dam heavy. Slept at 4+ 5am last nite.. hehe. but then i somehow managed to stay awake till .. right now? went out to eat with parents and they brought me to eat macs. Wow . . . awesome-ness((: Had not eaten that in a long time What a blissful life. More coming up, soon. In this year, am I going to give myself, one more shot?
I'll play for you.
Here, I am stuck at the computer. wondering what else is there to do.. Just saw on MSN news, that A7X's drummer Jimmy "the rev" Sullivan. He's one of the best drummers i ever seen, and what a pity, like Michael. He's just 28.. ah well. Life is cruel. 09 is over and lets welcome the new 2010. a better year? hopefully.
I'll play for you.
It has been awhile. Os are over. Prom is over. Practice room is screwed and over. Started working. And I'm back here again. Well, looking back i think I look really silly HAHA. see now I'm typing everything in full. Time has take its course huh? New year's around the corner.. All the best to myself and all my friends and family. I'm back once again. (: * this has been started by a friend(:
I'll play for you.
All right everyone. I'm going to leave this alone for the time being.. I'm not going to tag or post anything after this. Ya I'm getting bored of this. So if you tagged, Thanks! >.< Bye~ back after the Os. =.=
I'll play for you.
Ok. My blog is dead again. Thanks for all those who tagged hahah!. It keeps the blog alive! HAHA.. Just caught a few more movies.. Transformers 2 Duplicity Ice Age 3. yeaa funny action and sometimes boring until i wna slp LOL ok gtg off for more mugging and will be back aftr prelims most probably. haha byee
I'll play for you.
Yup. Today is a boring day as Usual, and guess what, I revived my Friendster and my blog-.-. FYI my friendster has been dead for 2 years Kinda stupid but what to do.. I don't feel like doing any studying. By the way, Music soft wares are getting on my nerves): Jeez..
I'll play for you.
MY BLOG IS DEAD!! ahh whatever.. LOL Today, went out w a small bunch of ppl to catch a movie and went to ecp(: yupp. We watched Ghost of Girlfriend's past, rather hilarious HAHA and everyone is like telling me.. THIS SHOW VERY MEANINGFUL!! and everyone start to post on their PMs. Quotes from the dialogue in the movie. -.- BUT its fun. Yea Laughed for abit then headed down to ECP We had funnnnn Although my intention of bonding games didn't work HAISSSS but it turned out quite well. Took jumpshots..never knew they were so fun..SO SPASTIC HAHAAH play SAND... p.s junkai me clayton nat and tristan are all victims to it-.- yaaa.. and everyone got so SANDY. lol hmmm.. had a hard time clearing the sand. had a long journey back on bus 31..w nat and pris. The funny thing was.. Nat was so quiet on the bus. and once we alighted, he CHIONG for toilet. NAT wants to BOMB JAPAN WOOO. ahah anyways.. here are some quotes(: "It's just you and me against the whole world" - Connor Mead " C'mon !! We're Ghosts! We're ageless!" - Uncle Wayne " When you wake up the next day, I will still be by you." - Connor Mead " You look like a gay pirate !!" *no offence* - jenny sorry laa ahaa i bored hehe. the movie plot is just like X'mas carol... JUST SAYING..XD BYEE *guys we should have a picnic NEXT time yea((:
I'll play for you.
Ok my blog is dead.. like shit.haha! Lately nothing much to post, don't feel like posting as well. Don't feel like going to school, then in the end still have to go. What the shit, now the band got plenty of reforms. Yea, it's good, but it's doing more than anyone expected? I guessed so. People are getting stressed more than I do..I'm a graduating student BUT who cares? I don't care. When I have a break, I get it, no matter what. In the end, I will still study, just to get into a decent poly or Lasalle. They see L1R4, not R5 you bastard. Now I just hope the band members are able to cope, I'm sure they will(: anyways, my blog is so dead, I doubt anyone would actually visit it! haha! oh well. Nothing much to say about. *sigh*
I'll play for you.
Exams are all over and out now. I'm free!! supposedly.. dang! now got more things to worry like chinese O lvl la upcoming celebrations band dinner? Sucks.. barely can take a breather ..haha I think I'm socially lacking in something No idea what is it but.. ya.. btw i wrote 10 songs already. Thats my 1st album (((:
I'll play for you.
Yea. Halfway done for Mid years. Left with.. Tues - Pure Literature P1 Wed - Elective History, Chemistry (Sci) Thurs - Emaths P2, Physics (Sci) Fri - OFF DAY!! Sun and Sat for me to Slack for a bit. Mon - POA P1, Emaths P1 Tues - Chinese listening compre-.-wtf haha and yeap, got some of my inspiration back. Jameus asked me to write about food! lol sounds tasty. LOL ok the days are getting better I think. Yep just that MSN is dying today. Everyone is mugging i guess. Oh well. Lol..
I'll play for you.
So. Exams are around the corner already. So fast, hope it goes of fast. and damn the swine flu..(-.-) my mom working hospital la.. Oh well, I hope i can hit a B or C in english and 5 Bs for my Midyear.. no As.. I don't think i can make it . Yea I want to write a new song. Just that, I don't know what to start with.. Shit, there goes my inspiration once again. Damn Exams. Damn Swine Flu.
I'll play for you.
Here it goes again, failing my papers again. Bah..it's not even the 'O's.. whats the problem?? Yea, life is so good to be free. Not the best but I like it though, no much things to worry about at the moment. Flashbacks in the past, right now, I would be settling some friendship/social problem. Well, can't specify which is it can I? Ya, now step down from band, no worries of self-practice no worries for the section. (Currently yes I still am-.-) no worries of admin work. ( I screwed a lot in the past) no worries about SYF (It's over) no worries about opening and closing the band room (though i still go down as often as i used to) Sadly, everything seems to be drifting away. ..thinking about it, i kinda' like my so sophisticated life.. It's so full of color, red orange yellow green blue indigo violet? black and white? Dark and Bright? It's all over, as I told myself. I'm moving on. to this dull and monotonous life... It's like from City to Countryside. Everything is so peaceful here. Although I have studies to look out for, I still felt, burden-less? Perhaps it's a time for me to rest and relieve myself?? No I guess, this sophisticated life i had, The one i suffered the most, and learned the most from, happens for a reason. And I suppose that now, there are no problems such as those in ages past, Problems like those are like dramas on TV You start watching episode one, you "love" it, the characters, the play, the makeup, the designs, the aesthetics, all. However, in this sequel certain episodes make you happy whereas some harbors evil the characters, it bugs you You want to bring this "evil character" to it's demise. but its drama you can only watch. Wanting the drama to end you proceeded episodes after episodes you became addicted and the pain is not going to go away. You see, simply, ending this is not by watching it go on and on. It will never end. It's addiction, like dramas. You stop watching. Just stop. The pain will be numbed The addiction will cease. is just simply, let it go? It's maiden prologue Agonized with anticipation The finale and epilogue Carries the fear of cessation it's the play's end after all why is there no curtain call?
I'll play for you.
Re-Living the Cold War. Problems are solved..only on the surface. It seems everyone has a sense of rivalry amongst each individual. I had pulled out of it, I knew things were 'solved' Just that when I popped my head back in to take another look, everything just went haywire. This, I really gotta pullout, I don't wanna be involved with such things. I'm tired. all this complications. But I'm sure, it will all end well once again, like how the Cold War ended Ending Communism and USSR. (geez) So guys. Stop it. Let it go. Datta . Dayavham . Damyata Give . Sympathize . Control . Give in to the ones you cared. Sympathize the pitiful. Control your life, Life is yours. You need not control others life, if you can't do likewise yourself. ~ Off- Centre
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I guess all things do end well. though how much it twisted and turned in the process though it went off-track though its stuck at a dead end. though I almost lost you, your trust, your everything though its hurting to know the ugly truth. its just the ugly truth that tore everything to pieces Somehow it is the ugly truth that is beautiful(: in the end, Really, thanks. Thanks for understanding my plea. I'm just glad you are well now(:
I'll play for you.
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Enchantment
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